Can I be real with you for a minute?
For the past three months I've pretty much felt like crap! Just to be honest.
I've had nothing. I didn't feel like doing anything. I didn't care about doing anything. I felt sick. I felt sluggish. I felt like I was crazy for having another baby.
But... Fall is here. Lovely, lovely Fall. I f.i.n.a.l.l.y. made it to the second trimester, thank you Lord!
And last night I felt flutters. Flutters. That made me happy and made me smile.
So. I feel a change coming on. A wonderful back to myself change.
This pregnancy has been hard so far. I'm hoping the last trimesters will go easy on me.
I'm hoping that I will start feeling like my old self again soon. When I start decorating I'll know I'm there. I'm not there yet. ;)
My big ultrasound is on Oct. 18. Yay! I'm so ready to find out whether this baby is a he or she.
I kinda want a girl because... I know how to do girls!
I kinda want a boy because... well, its been 10 years since I've had a wittle boy!
Basically, I'm happy either way.
And today. Its chilly and beautiful out.
Have a wonderful Monday.
