Lately...

I'm still here. 

Still pregnant. 16 weeks on Friday. Its going fast and slow all at the same time.

I've been overwelmed. Homeschool. Housework. And trying to regain control of the mess that took place during my first trimester. My house has paid the price.

Chasing after Lillie. Or Goldie Locks as we sometimes call her. Ringlets of golden hair. A wild child at heart.

I've cried so many times these last few weeks wondering and praying how I'm going to do it all when this baby comes.

I'm scared. I'm scared that I won't be able to handle it.

But at the same time there is a calm. I know it comes from Him. 

He placed this child inside my womb. He is teaching me that I can't do it all.

I have to give Grace and learn daily to accept His. 

 

Comments

[Betsey]

I'm so glad you finally updated this! I check in everyday just hoping. haha!
You'll make it just fine when the baby comes. You don't have to do everything perfectly. It will all work out. Just think about before the boys came, I'm sure you were scared then, but you've been a great mother. Just think how much better and more God-centered your life is now. Things will be fine! I know it's easier said than done, but I believe in you and He'll help you through. Just try to trust.